Let's start with the good. Chris and I are expecting again! We saw the heart beating when I was 6 weeks 5 Days. The baby was very tiny but very much there! We are excited but also nervous. The Lord has really spoken to my heart these days, telling me to trust Him in all things, to have faith, and to believe. No matter what happens, be it good or bad, He is in control! Always!
I have not updated much because I have been very tired....and also pretty sick lately. But I also have not updated because Chris and I got some news that we are still trying to figure out and wrap our heads around. After having door after door open wide for us with absolute ease we had a door close in our face just as we were about to step through. We are literally between a rock and a hard place. No decision we make is a good one or an easy one.
Basically the TSS and the BSC that Nathan was one step away from getting is now just past that door that slammed closed. Act 64 was a law put into place to help families, there was a good idea behind it, but it is also hurting many families and we happen to be one of them. Without going into many details we originally were going to get Nathan's services for free but now they will cost us....a big sum. So we have no good options basically. We go forward and pay a large sum or we stand still and Nathan does not get the aid to go to school with him.
We've been told if Nathan has enough behavioral issues the school will then be forced to give him an aid. But who knows!
In all this, we DO KNOW that the Lord is in control! He is holding us in His hands and guiding us along every step of the way. We are disappointed to say the least, we are unsure which way to go, and so we ask that you pray with us for wisdom and guidance in making the right decision.